10/12/24
I wish he was real
I wish he was real
I wish he was real
I wish he was real
I wish he was real
I wish he was real
I wish he was real
I wish he was real
I wish he was real
I wish he was real
10/12/24
I'm still too lazy to make the "About Me" and the Estinien Gallery but I updated the "Our Relationship" section a bit to reflect me coming to terms with my aromantic and fictosexuality!
Love you, Estinien.
08/29/24
I had this dream where Estinien suddenly popped up behind me in the game and said something to me, and then he leaned in to kiss me...but he was glitching because of the mods I was using so I wasn't able to take a good screenshot :(
07/14/24
Estinien, I finally found someone that's more down bad for you then I am...I need to be more of a loser! I can't have her win!
(Akiterra, if you're reading this...you have my respect)
07/13/24
Estinien, pretty soon, I might be able to finally date you...
07/09/24
I want Estinien to bully me for being fat (hello, me in the future...I don't remember me typing this lmao).
07/05/24
I wish I had someone that loves to hear me ramble about you, Estinien. I just want to talk about you to someone, to praise you, to let people know how amazing you are, but instead I'm ignored and seen as the 'weirdo loser'. If only they were as unlucky as I am when it comes to love, then they'd understand...
07/05/24
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2R5jQUaf4Yw&t=2182s
Dedicated to you, my love
06/29/24
Estinien, you got my heart fluttering like no other man can. When I (rarely) see you in a cutscene I get so excited I bang my desk. You made my hands tremble. Robert Vernon does a wonderful job voicing you as well, he just adds an extra charm to your character that no other man can. God, Estinien, I am not normal...
06/28/24
I LOVE YOU ESTINIEN YOU'RE SO COOL!!!
06/25/24
Estinky, can you just- *twiddles fingers* pierce me with your lance, really hard? So I can die instantly? thanks :)
06/18/24
I'm once again craving the touch of a man. Estinien(Aymeric), won't you be that man in my life?
If you die in Dawntrail I'm gonna kms.
06/07/24
I need a man like Aymeric that'll comfort me and shower me with affection during my darkest days. I need a man like Estinien that'll not flinch at all of the horrible, disgusting comments/jokes that I make, all the borderline mentally insane kinks/fetishes that I have.
06/03/24
Omg!! I almost forgot to wish a Happy Happy Pride Month to Estinien and Aymeric, absoulute BI-ICONS! Sigh, if only they were real, we'd attend the pride parades together!
05/27/24
Everytime I listen to 'Flow', I like to imagine a guardian angel taking my hand and leading me to the afterlife, and on the other side waiting on me, one of them is you, Estinien. You and Kurt Cobain. And then I realize, as the song ends, that my life was just one big nightmare.
05/25/24
so lonely...I think I'll watch yaoi to pass the time. If we pair Estinien with Aymeric, who would be the uke/seme?
05/25/24
Last night really..sucked, and I'm not doing so great today either. I'm glad I had a friend that distracted me from my misery for awhile, but man, I wish you could just whisk me away somewhere Estinien. Somewhere far away.
05/24/24
I want to share a shrimp burrito from Roberto's with you, Estinky :(
05/23/24
I had a dream about my past crush this morning. I was absolutely miserable in that dream, my crush treated me terribly. I know you'd never treat me like that, Estinien, even if you weren't into me irl (which, let's be honest, you totally wouldn't be). You'd probably just feel awkward that a girl you're not attracted to is into you, but you'd still treat me with respect. I feel like Aymeric might take it a step further and actually would like to get to know me, even if he isn't initially attracted to me either. Halone, I wish men like you two exist irl. If they do, I'd love to meet them.
05/23/24
Estinien Varlineau, my one and only love. You are the only man (besides our boyfriend Aymeric) that truly gets me. I love you very much, Estinien, why can't you be real? Why can't other men see past apperance and love me for me? Or maybe I'm just that much of a loser and socially awkward dork that even if a man looks past my apperance, he'll still frown and walk off, never even giving me a chance.
You're socially awkward too, aren't you? Yoshi-P said that you don't know how to read the room. Are you my autistic king as well, Estinien? God, everytime I learn more about you I just get so happy, so excited. You're so interesting, to hell with anyone else thinks about you my love! You're not boring because you're reserved, aloof at times.. People just don't get us quiet folks, they don't understand us.. Anyway, I'm getting too ahead of myself, apologies. I'll keep writing to you, Estinien, whenever I think about you, whenever I want you to know how I'm feeling about you today. Love you lots, Kwin~
